I was thinking that what should I tell, well since I already gives away my profile to you... Hmm, let's just said I tell you about my love life then; My All Ex.
I have crushes many girls and boys, so that's mean I'm bisexual. I don't know why I become like this, but most confusing is that my first crush is with a girl... Imagine that, me liking girls was kind a not to shock but if it's guys; yeah it will be a shock to my friends and other friends... Haha!
Anyway, I first fell in love when I was 9 years old... Wow, what a young age to fall in love with.... Follow by the next year, I crush on one of my friends... That's awkward and weird, it's feel you like your own sister *shivered*..... Not gonna happen, in my life dating someone who I thought one of my sister or brother or cousins!...
I start have my own girlfriend when I was 11 years, I know her from my friend. We were actually follows dancing, well since I don't do dance so why not try for once in my life... Haha!... Anyway she introduce me to her friend, so yeah that's when I first fell in love, people call it; First Sight Love....
We date for nearly a year, oh wait it is a year... Because we breaks up, when our one year anniversary; sad isn't it? It because of jealous, plus we even fight near the end of the year... So yeah, it's kind a sad too...
I did apologies, we did get back together but then finally break up after she making me so jealous... Well, the truth I'm not the type of jealous person... But maybe I really love her, so yeah that's why I'm being protective....
After that, when I went to high school I find someone else; only last for 2 weeks.... Haha! That's what I call, world record!... Since then, I'm not myself because I'm becoming bad person and player too... But sometime I didn't see that, the ladies played my heart... Poor right? Well I did deserved it...
Last year (2011) I date my own best friend, didn't see that coming.... At first I date her for a reason, maybe because I break her up with her girlfriend because my other best friend likes her girlfriend... See told you guys, I'm bad ass girl!!
But after two days being with her, I become more serious and wanted it too be last long... But after 2 weeks of dating, she finally asked for a break up... Wow, that's hurt since I already develop a feeling towards her.... I was mad and then just agree with it, since I can't do anything she's like a challenge type of girl... Man I like that kind of girl haha! Kidding...
But I take my revenge by kissing her when she was sleep, well my school had a program for the examination students.... We did went to a hotel, one room has 4 students, thank god my room mates are all I'm okay with... Haha! I have many enemies and people who hates me a lot...
It was a mistake of me, so the near exam I told her about it and she was mad and didn't talk to me until this year.... She talks to me, near February.... So yeah, I learn from mistakes and now I change.... I want to be loved and love, because I wonder how it feel to be last longer than 2 weeks and a year?
So that's how my loves life with my ex, I had many ex but I didn't care because I only count the ex that I truly love, instead not serious haha!... Oh wait, I nearly forgot that I also date my junior this year... She's 13 years old, so yeah I'm a senior alright...
She's cute, adorable and kind a like me a little bit, weird but cute haha!... This is not than 2 weeks instead only 1 week, imagine that haha! Maybe it because she was scared of being caught by the teachers (all teachers never know if I'm dating at the school, since I'm like a good girl plus I only have a problem of fighting with the seniors and friends... Besides the teachers only know I like girl but never date one, haha! I'm so awesome)
Yeah, that's what happen... Wait did I mention that I cried when she and my other ex breaks up with me... Not all of them, but only that I'm onto... I still love my own best friend but she already found someone, that is a guy...
She really a complicated girl, but beautiful too... Only her and my ex that long for a year I cried until now and regret for what have I done to them, I wish I could turn back the time.... Haha! But that's not going to happen, really sad...
Thank god that she and I are still best friend, thank god whenever we talks about the past, we just like "I'm so embarrass by it, don't talk about it!" haha!... We're so good but my heart still feel hurt, my other best friends know that I still like her but I just keep saying "I don't like her or love her!"
If boyfriend, yeah I do have but only 7- oh wait, I mean 8... Since I just breaks up the last one, other month ago because he's kind a dirty guy... i don't like negative guy who only come for the body, I only like kind, care, loving, good looking, positive mind and clean mind too... Let's just said that one day there will be that guy who loves me for who I am, since I'm a tomboy and bisexual too.... *Hoping* *Single* *Smirking* See Ya, Don't Wanna Be Ya! Haha! *wink*
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