Random #2 (I Love You & Why)

The dayI went to see you was the day I found out you were having a conversation with someone I pratically knew. I couldn't even believe what I heard that day, but why?

 

You told me you love me, but when I see you with him you were crying saying "I can't lie anymore to her, it's killing me for lying when she truly love me!"

 

Seriosuly, if you wanted to break up so badly why don't you just come to me and say it so! I will surely understand and besides, I'm not that kind of person who doesn't get the break up things.

 

So, yesterday I went to your house to talk about it but your parents said you were out with some friends. But in their eyes I can tell that they're lying and sad too; I don't want to know why.

 

Then, a sudden feeling inside me saying something that I don't know what it is. So I turn back to your house, without knocking at the door I just burst in and saw you were crying yet hugging my one and only friend; Danny.

 

I wasn't shock since I saw you with him the other day, I look at you and him while sighing. Then your parents came inside the room, looking shock while trying to calm me down.

 

But all I said "you guys don't have to say anything, I know what's going on. I finally get it your daughter want to break up, so yeah I'm cool with it."

 

But then you try to stop me from going and saying "it wasn't what you think! I love you and I don't mean to lie to you, but there's a reason why Danny is here. Please, trust me."

I glance at you and said befor walking away, leaving you crying on the floor while your parents try to stop me too and Danny try to catch me. "I hope you be happy with him."

 

The tears in my eyes flowing down on my face, suddenly Danny grab my wrist and spun me around saying "it's not what you think it was!"

 

I just replied while cluched my hands trying not to hit him "then what!? You were hugging her and then comforting her, I saw you and her the other day and she was crying saying that she can't lied anymore to me. If it wasn't being with you, then what?!"

 

Danny just bit his on lips, he was hiding something and I don't know what it is. He then take a deep breath and said "It's not my position to tell you this, but I can't hide it from you anymore because you're my friend. The other day, what you heard or saw was that she tells me that she's can't live longer, because she got herself a brain cancer."

 

My eyes were wide, I look at him carefully and to see if he was lying or not. But all I can see is that, he was telling the truth. I felt on my knee and said "what have I done?"

 

Danny try to get me up on my knee and said "today she will be going into surgery, I think if we  go now, we still can make it."

 

I just nodded my head and follow him inside his car, he drives so fast as he could to reach the hospital. We did make it on time, we run inside and went straight to where you are;

 

But when we got there, we saw your mom was crying and your dad trying to comfort your mom. That's when I knew, you didn't make it and I didn't get to tell you for the last time; I Love You.

 

I can't live in this world anymore, when you're not here with me. But why don't you tell me about your condition from the start, if you did I will be the one trying to comfort you and be with you the whole day until your surgery.

 

But you didn't, you went called Danny instead of your own girlfriend. I can only pray and hopes that one day I get to see you, even if it takes a thousand years from now on.

 

I love you, will always loving you. Next time, if something happen like this again in my life. I will surely asked; why?