I've been told by little bird about you want this relationship to be over. Well, I did kind a thinking about it for awhile and I was kind of hoping we could talk it all about this not working relationship we had. For once I thought it was because we're both busy with school's work and some crazy project but now the relationship suddenly change and the distance between us as become far.
So the next thing I do is; I'm going to see you and talk it out but I do need to know why you asked someone to tell me about the breaking up things and why not you did on your own? While I was on my way to your parent's house, I was kind a surprise to see a knowing car park outside your house. But most of all, the things that makes me look more shock is that you were kissing someone that I'm very aware with;
And so, I decided to drive back home and just let talk about the relationship on the phone. I rather call you instead looking at you that makes me more hurt than I am right now. It was a sudden decision you make without discussing with me, I'm sad to know that you never take this seriously even our relationship are falling apart, you still never take serious about this kind of thing.
That night, I call you and we talk about the sudden decision you make. I do know I wasn't the same like when we first date. We talk and talk until one of us couldn't hold the tears and started to cries without another words. I sigh and finally make my decision even if it hurts so much, like a thousand swords have been stabbed inside of my heart.
I take a deep breath and said what best for both of us, if this answer makes her happy then I'm also happy. As long as she keeps smiling and have a better life without me, that's okay for me. Just want to know that this the finally that we're going to talk because there is no way in hell we're going to become friends again.
The words I said to her that make her stop crying and apologies plus she did thank me and wish me luck and hope I will find someone who will love me equally and always that can last forever with me.
"Babe, if this what you want and if this your final decision then I'm not going to stop you or come between you. I will accept that we're breaking up, the end of our relationship. But I do hope you and whoever you with right are happy and hope he make you proud that I can't do when we're together"
"Still you will be the first and my last, you change me and let me see the kind of world that I dream to see. Thanks, just so you know I will always love you forever and ever until my eternity. See you in the future, if we ever meet again"
Yeah, that was my last words to her and until now I didn't even heard about her since the break up. But I do heard from her friends a few months ago after the graduation day, she finally found some happiness and finally moving to the next step. Yup! She's getting marry before me, haha! I still can't believe how fast she can be, but whoever she with is sure can make her the happiest girl that she ever deserve.
For your information I did get invited to her wedding but too bad I couldn't go because I don't want to make her feel guilty since I kind a did keep a secret from my family and friends that I have cancer. when my friends and family knows about this, I told them to keep it secret from you so yeah I won't be living for too long.
Too bad my friends aren't the people who can keep their mouth shut! She did came to the hospital the day before her wedding, she cried while angry at me for keeping it a secret. I just don't want her to cry again, just because of me. I just want her to be happy, now finally knowing she's getting marry with the guy who can make her happy then I'm okay. Even I go right now, I will feel happy that the girl I love finally walking down the aisle.
"I Love You and Thank You!" That's the finally words I hear from her before I close my eyes and drifting to sleep forever and never wake up again... I could feel myself smiling while I close my eyes and I do say the words back without care if her future husband is besides her because I want her to know that I keep my promise that I told her I will love her forever and ever until my eternity!
"I Love You Too and take care of yourself my love, for I should go now! Farewell Love!"
-This a story about one of my friend, Rest In Peace my friend and May God Bless You! Plus the title wasn't who I make it, since it was my friend! Before died my friend wrote this and include the titel, so don't blame the titler was awkward or confusing!
