People keep saying bad things about me and even making fun of me, even if its hurt me but I ignored them and try to smile to their teasing.
I know I'm no one but I do have feeling, and it hurts when our classmate made fun of us especially in front of the teachers or the people we love.
There were the times when I think back all the fights I had with my best friends, friends and family. It was nothing but hurtful memory, its like your the bad person, even though you try to struggling to search for the real you.
Mocking and teasing are okay with me, but when they try to go far a bit then they will end up in the hospital. Well I don't mind making that happen but since I remember my family and their dignity, I just couldn't do it; beside I'm no bad person who try to make people hurt.
Not Like them, they never did tired hurting, mocking and teasing the weak one since they can show their friends that they're the boss and people will scared of them. Well duh! That just stupid, they sure doesn't have any brain at all.
Being the victim of the bullies was not the best in my life, it's already 7-8 years I've been bullied but I just keep calming and patient. Even I once I try to punch someone, but I just couldn't since I'm not that kind of person.
Bullies are weak since they only bully the weak one, if they're not weak then why not bullied the same level as them; not the lower.
Seriously, what's wrong with this world and what's wrong with my life? Can't I have just a normal Life for once, I'm so tired of being the laughing stock and most of all being hated while anti at the same time... There will be no words I can describe in what world I'm in;
