"What the fuck Stacey!? I thought we had a deal back then. What with all of these sudden scandalous you're making?! You know what will happen if the paparazzi found out about these stupid idiotic idea you make? In just one glance your fame will be gone and you will also gives our company a bad name" I yelled at her in most dramatic I ever had in my entire life. I couldn't help but be mad at her. Now I know why the sudden called this morning.
I looked at Stacey with a death glare, but all she give was a looked of innocence face. I took a deep breath and exhale it before calmly sit down at the opposite of her. "Seriously S, I thought we had that talk and you agree to us being just friend. What happen 3 months ago was just a phase between us and beside we both know it won't be nice on people eyes if we're together even bad for your fame and the company too."
"You never once care about those others people, you never once damn care about what might my fans think about us at that time including that damn company!" her respond was immediately make me feel regret and a little bit guilty. I did told her that 3 months ago.
I sigh and lean back on the couch while looking everywhere but her "I know I did said those thing to you but you got to know sometime I don't mean anything. Because I just don't feel like being with anyone or even in a commitment relationship. Come on Stacey be mature and stop doing all of these shit and just focus on your career. And accept that there will be no us today, tomorrow or forever. Please, for your own future too."
Before you wondering what happen between us. Well it's all started with a stupid party that we both ended up in hooking up. It was supposed to be a one night stand but sadly we both kind a like each other, so we both try to take things a little slower and get to know each other.
Unfortunately, after a month and three weeks of being together. We were caught in our act of relationship by non other than my best friend; Jessie Walker. She accidentally walk in on us doing the nasty thing, she scream in shocked and quickly yelled at us for being unprofessional.
Stacey and I both apologies and gave the explanation to Jessie but she didn't take it too well I tell ya. She was angry and mostly disappointed on us but she more disappointed in me since I was one of the big boss at the company and to have this kind of relationship will only make it bad.
She make us to stop doing these stupid and unprofessional love affair aside and focus to our own work. She even said not to let the other media, paparazzi or any company about us, if not everything will be doomed. She yelled at me and then at Stacey, I almost can see the green creature forming on her. I sat there quietly while Stacey looked like she didn't bother what Jessie was telling at us.
Gosh! If only I knew that it will turn out this way, I would absolutely avoid in this love affair. Three years ago was enough for me to not believe in love or staying faithful to the one. Guess I never learn my lesson that 3 months ago. But I was happy that it didn't open my past, so at least I still kept my own promises to myself then.
"I'm sorry Stacey. I really do. You know we can't be together beside you have brighter future ahead of you if you focus on it and never care about this stupid affair we used to had. Let's start over to being friends if not let's start being manager and client, only talking about works nothing more than that."
She wasn't satisfied at my decision, but slowly her expression tells me she finally give in. She let out a heavy sigh, leaning her back on the couch and closing her eyes. I looked at her and wait for her respond, I don't want to push her to the limit because it will only become worst than it's already been.
Reopening her eyes, looking directly at me and suddenly she puts on her smile, a genuinely smile. I smile back but only a small one. I don't want to hope but I pray for it to happen that she agrees with my choice of words.
"Fine. I will stop being a childish and act like a professional singer and model. I'm sorry. But only if you go on a dinner with me this Saturday, nothing but a simple friendly dinner and we can talk about work or anything. We are friend right?" she said as she grinning at me giving me no choice but to chuckles at her respond.
I nodded in understand before letting out a sigh of relief. I thought it will take me for a week to get this done but sadly it's already did. Now I can focus on my work and let say start all over again to becoming a new me.
"Okay I will, but like you said. A friendly dinner and nothing more than that, beside you better told Ms. Walker about this or she won't believe it will be only a friendly dinner" I told her in my calmly attitude.
Stacey nodded her head and grab the phone on the coffee table before dialing who I assume must be Ms. Walker. I couldn't help but feeling satisfied, all of the tension and stress has faded away as soon she's agree with me.
After dinner with her family, I stay for a bit while to have a conversation with her family. I may be her boss, that doesn't mean I can't be friendly with her family. Her family is very kind and caring, I enjoy talking with them until I didn't even realize how late was it.
"Thanks for having me for dinner Mrs. and Mr. David. Next time, let me repay and take you and your family out for dinner" I thanked them and giving them my best smile.
Mr. David patted my shoulder as soon as Mrs. David walk inside the house leaving me and him alone outside his house. I feel so nervous but surely I didn't let him notice.
"Filzah, I wanted to say that I'm sorry for what my daughter had cause you and your company. I know it's hard for you to control her but I'm happy to hear that you and her found yourself in the real agreement this time."
I was kind a speechless. I nodded my head and give him a weak yet honest smile. "I do anything to protect your family. Your family is my family too Mr. David sir. Please don't thanked me since it's my work to handle your daughter anyway. It's already in the contract."
He smile and surprise me with a hug. I awkwardly return and I step back after breaking the hugs. We both have a same expression to let each other knows that we have their backs.
"Dad!" Called Stacey from inside the house and that's where my cue to go home.
"I guess I'll see you later then sir. Thank you again for the dinner" I nod my head before turning around and walk towards my car.
Climbing onto my car, letting out a heavy sigh and quickly start the car and drive away from Stacey's house. I hope Jessie would be happy knowing I settle between the scandalous matters. If not, I have no choice but to start search for love again...Hmm...After three years how can I do it? I'm scare of hurting again, scare lf being use again and most of all scare being played...I hope this time it will be my last love, the one and only love...New Beginning of my own love stories.