My Mistake

I remember your smiles

I remember your laughs

I remember what we always do

But everything change for a reason.

I wonder if you could come back

Or maybe just maybe give me a second chance

Because I can't live without you

Even if I'm with someone else.

You know that right?

I only will hurt the one I'm dating

Because my heart still asking for you

And want you here again.

Tell me if you mean it?

The words you said to me

The "I love you"

Because I wanted you to mean it.

My lover gives me an option

Choose you or him

But how am I supposed to choose?

Tell me how?

He knows that I'm a dyke

But he still loves me for who I am

But it's me who isn't being to honest with him

Since my heart wants you.

In the end

I had to choose you instead him

Even if you didn't come back

And lost the great guy in the world.

I don't care

Because this is what I want

Or maybe want your heart back

But there's one thing I didn't notice about you.

That you already have someone else

Now I'm the fool one

I lost you and him

What a complicated life I'm in it.

I wish I could turn back the time

And try to love him

And forget about you

I was so messed up, I'm sorry.